1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:04,421 [? "Keep Talking" playing] 2 00:00:06,465 --> 00:00:09,655 [Grey] When I was growing up, the dominant school of parenting 3 00:00:09,676 --> 00:00:13,472 could be summed up in one sentence, "Because I said so." 4 00:00:14,598 --> 00:00:19,061 ? Homesick been a while Distant by� ? 5 00:00:19,062 --> 00:00:21,812 [Grey] Now we know that fearing your parents leads to diminished 6 00:00:21,813 --> 00:00:25,484 self-confidence and a stronger need for external validation. 7 00:00:25,567 --> 00:00:27,569 [Kwan] Hey, I need to ask you something. 8 00:00:27,570 --> 00:00:30,196 -[gags] -What is the weird thing that, uh, 9 00:00:30,197 --> 00:00:31,906 -Bailey likes to put in her green juice? -Mm-mmm. 10 00:00:31,907 --> 00:00:34,243 -Is it arugula or� -[retching, coughing] 11 00:00:34,326 --> 00:00:36,495 What is going on with you? 12 00:00:36,496 --> 00:00:38,120 It's like the third time you've� 13 00:00:38,121 --> 00:00:40,040 -[spits] -Wait, you're not� 14 00:00:40,123 --> 00:00:41,500 [? song continues] 15 00:00:42,751 --> 00:00:43,919 You and Bryant? 16 00:00:45,003 --> 00:00:47,506 -Adams? -[whimpers] I don't know. 17 00:00:47,589 --> 00:00:49,508 -[cries] -You don't know who. 18 00:00:49,509 --> 00:00:52,510 [Grey] Whereas authoritative, responsive parenting encourages 19 00:00:52,511 --> 00:00:55,389 gray-matter growth and synaptic connections. 20 00:00:55,472 --> 00:00:57,182 How are the costumes coming? 21 00:00:57,266 --> 00:00:59,977 Well, I've delivered a breech baby 22 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:02,437 through an opening the size of a grapefruit, 23 00:01:02,521 --> 00:01:05,774 but I can't thread this stupid machine. 24 00:01:06,692 --> 00:01:08,792 Maybe it's time to call in a professional? 25 00:01:09,194 --> 00:01:11,530 I'm a stay-at-home mom. I am the professional. 26 00:01:12,447 --> 00:01:15,037 It's just you've been going nonstop since you quit. 27 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:17,244 But you got this. 28 00:01:17,327 --> 00:01:19,496 -You can do anything. -Yeah. 29 00:01:19,580 --> 00:01:23,430 [Grey] This type of parenting centers on addressing the thoughts and fears 30 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:26,211 underneath a child's behavior. It's a lot of work. 31 00:01:26,212 --> 00:01:29,130 [Wright] Scout's favorite color is orange? 32 00:01:29,131 --> 00:01:30,181 Yes. 33 00:01:30,215 --> 00:01:33,552 When you say he likes beetles, is that the bug or the band? 34 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:35,304 There's not gonna be a pop quiz. 35 00:01:35,387 --> 00:01:37,848 I know. I just want him to like me. 36 00:01:37,931 --> 00:01:41,184 He's five. He loves burps and hates pants. 37 00:01:41,185 --> 00:01:43,686 [chuckling] There's no logic. You can't take it personally. 38 00:01:43,687 --> 00:01:46,147 -I can burp on command. -You see? He's gonna love you. 39 00:01:46,148 --> 00:01:48,978 [Grey] And what's your reward for all of this hard work? 40 00:01:48,984 --> 00:01:51,695 Bad behavior, back talking and stress. 41 00:01:51,778 --> 00:01:54,114 Gray matter doesn't develop overnight. 42 00:01:54,197 --> 00:01:56,616 But the data shows that if we stay the course, 43 00:01:56,700 --> 00:01:58,952 one day our kids will soar. 44 00:01:58,953 --> 00:02:01,537 The consent forms for Charlie Ramos, have they come in? 45 00:02:01,538 --> 00:02:03,948 Because I have called the judge's office twice. 46 00:02:04,166 --> 00:02:06,835 You, uh, remember Dr. Norton? 47 00:02:06,918 --> 00:02:08,420 Hi. 48 00:02:08,421 --> 00:02:10,546 -I'll come back. -[Norton] Wait a second, Grey. 49 00:02:10,547 --> 00:02:13,674 Richard and I were just talking and we could really use your expertise 50 00:02:13,675 --> 00:02:14,725 on the VIP floor. 51 00:02:14,726 --> 00:02:15,843 You know I don't live here. 52 00:02:15,844 --> 00:02:18,074 Stay in Boston. Come for the occasional case. 53 00:02:18,138 --> 00:02:23,143 We're finding that what most VIP patients want are VIP surgeons. 54 00:02:23,226 --> 00:02:25,145 A Fox Award winner's a big draw. 55 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:26,355 I'm not interested. 56 00:02:26,438 --> 00:02:27,518 Uh, M-Meredith, wait. 57 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:31,276 Uh, what-what if she could upgrade a few patients to VIPs each year? 58 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:32,410 Pro bono. 59 00:02:32,444 --> 00:02:33,695 Well, I don't see why not. 60 00:02:34,363 --> 00:02:35,413 Grey? 61 00:02:36,948 --> 00:02:40,619 Okay, I need to sign a reduction for Charlie Ramos today. 62 00:02:40,620 --> 00:02:42,995 -Is that possible? -I'll have Spencer move him right now. 63 00:02:42,996 --> 00:02:45,373 -Does this mean you'll consider it? -One thing at a time. 64 00:02:45,374 --> 00:02:48,251 [indistinct PA announcement] 65 00:02:50,671 --> 00:02:53,090 -[exhales deeply] Good morning. -Oh, thank you. 66 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:54,383 No problem. 67 00:02:56,301 --> 00:02:57,511 You feeling okay? 68 00:02:57,512 --> 00:02:59,804 Oh, yeah, fine. Ah, I need to talk to Jules. Sorry. 69 00:02:59,805 --> 00:03:01,890 -All right. -[Griffith] Excuse me. 70 00:03:02,974 --> 00:03:05,936 Hey. So my aunt's gonna be out of town next week 71 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:08,355 -if you wanna come over and, uh- -No. 72 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:10,816 Good morning, everyone. 73 00:03:10,899 --> 00:03:15,320 Um, as you may have heard, Dr. Bailey appointed me interim residency director. 74 00:03:15,404 --> 00:03:18,824 So I got some big shoes to fill, but I will do my best. 75 00:03:18,907 --> 00:03:21,284 All right. Anybody have any questions for me? 76 00:03:23,291 --> 00:03:27,706 Okay, well, you know where to find me if you do. 77 00:03:27,707 --> 00:03:29,543 Let's have a great day, everybody. 78 00:03:31,878 --> 00:03:34,423 [sucks teeth] Uh, Millin. A word? 79 00:03:34,506 --> 00:03:35,966 I'll text you. 80 00:03:38,844 --> 00:03:42,264 I just wanted to check in and see how you're feeling about all this. 81 00:03:42,848 --> 00:03:43,898 I'm good. 82 00:03:43,932 --> 00:03:46,143 And we're both consenting adults, 83 00:03:46,144 --> 00:03:49,270 and our relationship started before you became my direct boss, 84 00:03:49,271 --> 00:03:51,773 so it's a nonissue. 85 00:03:51,857 --> 00:03:54,387 -Good. Yeah, I, uh� I think so too. -[knocks on door] 86 00:03:54,388 --> 00:03:57,570 Dr. Millin, uh, you gonna join us for rounds today? 87 00:03:57,571 --> 00:03:58,780 I'm on my way. 88 00:04:03,118 --> 00:04:06,913 -I know what you're gonna say. -You don't, because I'm staying out of it. 89 00:04:06,997 --> 00:04:08,047 This? 90 00:04:08,123 --> 00:04:10,792 This is the face of neutrality. 91 00:04:11,877 --> 00:04:12,927 Neutral. 92 00:04:12,961 --> 00:04:15,630 Good, because we are� It's under control. 93 00:04:16,715 --> 00:04:18,758 -Seriously, we-we're, uh- -Neutral. 94 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:23,054 [knocks on door] 95 00:04:24,848 --> 00:04:26,767 Hi, can we bug you for a minute? 96 00:04:26,850 --> 00:04:28,143 Like no is an option? 97 00:04:28,226 --> 00:04:29,306 [Grey] We'll be quick. 98 00:04:30,479 --> 00:04:34,107 This is Dr. Webber, Dr. Adams, and you know Dr. Spencer. 99 00:04:34,191 --> 00:04:36,860 We pulled some strings to get you on the VIP floor. 100 00:04:36,861 --> 00:04:39,236 I hope you're enjoying the amenities. [chuckles] 101 00:04:39,237 --> 00:04:40,737 Same crap, different blanket. 102 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:43,115 How are we doing on those consent forms? 103 00:04:43,116 --> 00:04:44,241 They just came through. 104 00:04:44,242 --> 00:04:47,829 -Great. Then let's get started. -Charlie Ramos, 17, 105 00:04:47,830 --> 00:04:50,372 post-op day seven from umbilical hernia repair, 106 00:04:50,373 --> 00:04:51,583 and post-op day four 107 00:04:51,666 --> 00:04:54,376 -from a diagnostic laparoscopic- -[phone buzzing] 108 00:04:55,253 --> 00:04:58,089 Sorry, it's one of my other VIP patients. 109 00:04:58,673 --> 00:05:00,717 She can wait. [chuckles] 110 00:05:00,801 --> 00:05:03,804 Charlie has a history of pseudomyxoma peritonei. 111 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:07,257 It's a rare condition where mucus-producing tumors spread into- 112 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:08,433 I know all this. 113 00:05:09,017 --> 00:05:11,787 Right. Cytoreduction surgery today followed by HIPEC. 114 00:05:11,788 --> 00:05:12,978 Do you have a Switch up here? 115 00:05:12,979 --> 00:05:15,023 [chuckles] We do not, unfortunately. 116 00:05:15,106 --> 00:05:16,691 And this is supposed to be VIP? 117 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:18,568 He makes a great point. 118 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:20,212 We should get some games up here. 119 00:05:20,237 --> 00:05:22,947 I'll make sure to tell the chief about your complaint. 120 00:05:22,948 --> 00:05:25,741 Let's send a type and cross and replete his electrolytes. 121 00:05:25,742 --> 00:05:26,909 We'll get ready to do this. 122 00:05:26,910 --> 00:05:28,180 -Yeah. -[phone buzzing] 123 00:05:28,181 --> 00:05:31,747 Hey, uh, you want me to handle his pre-op paperwork? 124 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:34,038 -I know you're slammed with all the- -I got it. 125 00:05:36,378 --> 00:05:37,428 She hates you. 126 00:05:37,429 --> 00:05:40,005 [Ndugu] Dr. Bryant, present. 127 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:42,759 Patricia Roth, 63, with a history of Crohn's disease 128 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:46,345 and esophageal cancer requiring radiation and reconstruction with a gastric conduit. 129 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:49,431 Presented with difficulty swallowing and coughing after eating. 130 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,892 Imaging confirmed a tracheoesophageal fistula. 131 00:05:51,893 --> 00:05:54,363 We attempted stenting, but it was unsuccessful. 132 00:05:54,396 --> 00:05:57,886 And a GJ tube has been placed with IR and plans are for discharge today. 133 00:05:57,887 --> 00:06:00,693 I thought we were going back to the, uh� the drawing board. 134 00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:02,554 Unfortunately, we are out of options. 135 00:06:02,571 --> 00:06:03,905 But you always have ideas. 136 00:06:03,989 --> 00:06:06,783 You removed my tumor when nobody else would touch it. 137 00:06:06,784 --> 00:06:09,285 The tissue in your neck is too damaged from the radiation, 138 00:06:09,286 --> 00:06:12,246 and the bowel we'd use for reconstruction is affected by the Crohn's. 139 00:06:12,247 --> 00:06:13,623 But she can't eat. 140 00:06:13,624 --> 00:06:15,916 She's getting her nutrition through a tube. 141 00:06:15,917 --> 00:06:18,544 We will do everything we can to make you more comfortable. 142 00:06:18,545 --> 00:06:23,425 It's never occurred to me how much I find comfort in-in-in food. 143 00:06:23,508 --> 00:06:25,886 Ice cream after a heartbreak. 144 00:06:25,969 --> 00:06:28,513 Soup when I'm sick. [breathes shakily] 145 00:06:28,514 --> 00:06:31,056 And now I've gotten some of the worst news in my life, 146 00:06:31,057 --> 00:06:32,934 and I can't eat anything. [chuckles] 147 00:06:33,518 --> 00:06:35,928 Can you put pinot grigio in my tube? [chuckles] 148 00:06:40,567 --> 00:06:43,457 -[Patricia breathes shakily] -Can you give us a minute? 149 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:44,662 Of course. 150 00:06:44,696 --> 00:06:46,948 [? gentle music playing] 151 00:06:49,034 --> 00:06:51,077 -That was brutal. -[sighs] Yeah. 152 00:06:51,161 --> 00:06:53,622 But she's resilient, you know? She'll adapt. 153 00:06:53,705 --> 00:06:56,541 And she gets to be there for her husband and grandkids. 154 00:06:56,625 --> 00:06:58,877 Well, a partial loss still isn't a win. 155 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:05,606 -[students clamoring] -And this would have� 156 00:07:06,635 --> 00:07:08,386 Hi, thanks for meeting me. 157 00:07:08,470 --> 00:07:10,930 Uh, no, thanks for meeting me here. 158 00:07:11,014 --> 00:07:14,267 I've got about an hour before� [chuckles] �my next class. 159 00:07:14,351 --> 00:07:15,727 So, how are you doing? 160 00:07:15,810 --> 00:07:18,340 Any luck looking into other residency programs? 161 00:07:18,341 --> 00:07:20,814 -[students cheering] -Um, I've called everywhere, 162 00:07:20,815 --> 00:07:23,985 and it seems that no one wants a fired second-year resident. 163 00:07:23,986 --> 00:07:25,903 Well, then you have to wait until the match. 164 00:07:25,904 --> 00:07:28,914 -[cheering continues] -I'm considering family medicine. 165 00:07:28,915 --> 00:07:32,326 You know, there's always a need, and I could start tomorrow if I wanted. 166 00:07:32,327 --> 00:07:34,995 If you're looking for my blessing, you're not getting it. 167 00:07:34,996 --> 00:07:36,705 It's a waste of your surgical talents. 168 00:07:36,706 --> 00:07:38,375 What the hell? 169 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:41,048 -[cheering] -[Kwan] I guess things could be worse. 170 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:45,799 Alcohol and underdeveloped frontal lobes, that's a dangerous combination. 171 00:07:45,882 --> 00:07:47,872 -[student 1 groans] -[students gasp] 172 00:07:48,802 --> 00:07:50,595 Oh, my- Come on, come on, come on. 173 00:07:51,497 --> 00:07:54,181 [Kwan] All right, let's back up. 174 00:07:54,182 --> 00:07:55,891 -Back up. Back up. -Excuse me, excuse me. 175 00:07:55,892 --> 00:07:57,394 Hey. Just call 911. 176 00:07:58,019 --> 00:07:59,771 -[groaning] -Hey. 177 00:08:00,689 --> 00:08:03,024 Hey, give me some damn scissors. 178 00:08:03,108 --> 00:08:05,518 Okay, no, no, no, no, don't move your head there. 179 00:08:13,355 --> 00:08:17,496 -[kids laughing] -[Wilson] Scout is out back 180 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:18,637 with Nardi and the kids. 181 00:08:18,707 --> 00:08:20,250 They are making bubbles. 182 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:21,835 Are you sewing? 183 00:08:22,585 --> 00:08:25,755 Trying to, but the, uh, bottom thread won't catch. 184 00:08:25,839 --> 00:08:27,006 Oh, let me take a look. 185 00:08:27,007 --> 00:08:28,757 What? You know how to use a sewing machine? 186 00:08:28,758 --> 00:08:30,427 My mom was a home ec teacher. 187 00:08:30,510 --> 00:08:32,929 If you ever want a shoddy apron, I'm your gal. 188 00:08:33,888 --> 00:08:34,973 Okay. [sighs] 189 00:08:35,932 --> 00:08:37,392 -Yeah. -Yeah, see that? 190 00:08:37,475 --> 00:08:38,525 [Wilson] Mm-hmm. 191 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:41,980 Done. Your bobbin thread was too short. Now, you should be good. 192 00:08:42,063 --> 00:08:43,732 -That was it? -Yeah. 193 00:08:43,815 --> 00:08:46,109 I've been troubleshooting for over an hour. 194 00:08:46,192 --> 00:08:48,737 [gasps] Wait, uh, do you know how to sew a zipper? 195 00:08:48,820 --> 00:08:49,870 Um� 196 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:51,114 Oh, um� 197 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:54,200 -W-We have a few minutes. -Okay. 198 00:08:54,284 --> 00:08:56,202 -Okay. [sighs] -[Shepherd] Yeah. 199 00:08:56,286 --> 00:09:00,290 All right, so the first thing you need to know about zippers is, uh, they suck. 200 00:09:00,291 --> 00:09:01,832 -Mm-hmm. -[Wilson chuckles] 201 00:09:01,833 --> 00:09:03,460 [kids chattering, giggling] 202 00:09:06,755 --> 00:09:09,090 Oh! Gentlemen, hold on to your hats. 203 00:09:09,174 --> 00:09:10,633 What is this? 204 00:09:10,717 --> 00:09:13,678 A case study on an anterolateral thigh free flap 205 00:09:13,762 --> 00:09:15,622 to salvage a section of the esophagus. 206 00:09:16,473 --> 00:09:18,641 -How'd you find this? -I have my ways. 207 00:09:18,642 --> 00:09:22,811 [Warren exhales] They rolled the flap into a tube to replace the necrotic section 208 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:24,396 of the reconstructed esophagus. 209 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:29,110 So if we use the vessels outside the radiated area, it could work. 210 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:31,356 Well, it sounds great in theory, 211 00:09:31,404 --> 00:09:34,199 but if the new flap fails, she could be worse off. 212 00:09:34,282 --> 00:09:36,451 Tube feeds for life, spit fistula. 213 00:09:36,452 --> 00:09:39,078 And not to mention the flap would be taken from her thigh. 214 00:09:39,079 --> 00:09:42,749 Okay, but if it does work, she gets her life back. 215 00:09:42,832 --> 00:09:44,292 She'll be able to eat. 216 00:09:45,126 --> 00:09:48,916 You're not even gonna tell her about it? She might think it's worth the risk. 217 00:09:49,339 --> 00:09:51,758 If anything can work, it's this. 218 00:09:53,218 --> 00:09:54,469 Let's talk to her. 219 00:09:54,896 --> 00:09:59,515 Can I be an author on the paper when you publish? 220 00:09:59,516 --> 00:10:02,185 -If this works, you can be first author. -Oh. 221 00:10:02,894 --> 00:10:06,022 [indistinct PA announcement] 222 00:10:09,818 --> 00:10:11,569 [baby cooing] 223 00:10:13,154 --> 00:10:14,405 [Bailey] Page ortho. 224 00:10:14,489 --> 00:10:19,077 Tripp McBride, 18, fell down multiple stairs wrapped in plastic wrap. 225 00:10:19,078 --> 00:10:21,120 -What? -[Kwan] Long story, doesn't matter. 226 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:22,330 [? tense music playing] 227 00:10:23,373 --> 00:10:25,291 -[Bailey] Okay. -[Kwan] Thank you. 228 00:10:25,292 --> 00:10:27,084 All right, let me know when you're set. 229 00:10:27,085 --> 00:10:29,379 -[Kwan] And set. -On my count, one, two, three. 230 00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:30,512 [groaning] 231 00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:35,552 Okay, they gave him a liter en route and systolics have been in the 110s. 232 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:37,804 -Heart rate in the low 100s. -[screams] 233 00:10:37,805 --> 00:10:40,848 [Kwan] Okay. Right leg is shortened and externally rotated. 234 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:43,267 -Clear breath sounds bilaterally. -Okay, I'll do a FAST exam. 235 00:10:43,268 --> 00:10:45,562 No, you won't. You're all done here. 236 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,605 Right. Um, I got carried away. 237 00:10:47,689 --> 00:10:48,857 -Yeah. -Good luck. 238 00:10:48,858 --> 00:10:51,608 Hey, no, don't go far, 'cause I wanna continue our conversation. 239 00:10:51,609 --> 00:10:54,679 -[groans, breathes heavily] -Lower abdominal tenderness. 240 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,573 -Uh� -[groans] 241 00:10:56,656 --> 00:10:57,907 FAST is negative. 242 00:10:57,991 --> 00:11:00,285 [Tripp] My dad's gonna be so mad. 243 00:11:00,286 --> 00:11:02,327 I'm-I'm a legacy, fourth generation, 244 00:11:02,328 --> 00:11:04,998 and I can't even make it through pledge week. 245 00:11:05,081 --> 00:11:07,417 I'm sure he'll be glad you're okay. 246 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,730 -What do we got? -Fraternity hazing mishap. 247 00:11:10,253 --> 00:11:12,783 Hip is flexed, externally rotated and shortened. 248 00:11:14,215 --> 00:11:16,467 [screams, breathes heavily] 249 00:11:17,093 --> 00:11:19,503 -[Lincoln] Let me take a look. -[machine beeps] 250 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:22,557 Got an acetabular fracture and femoral dislocation. 251 00:11:22,640 --> 00:11:24,020 You don't see that everyday. 252 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:27,107 Okay, we're gonna take you up to CT for a better look. 253 00:11:27,108 --> 00:11:29,521 I-If any of the guys come� [breathes heavily] 254 00:11:29,522 --> 00:11:31,773 �can you make it sound like-like I was tough? 255 00:11:31,774 --> 00:11:34,861 Like, don't tell them I cried in the ambulance, please. 256 00:11:34,944 --> 00:11:37,655 Yeah. I'm not telling them anything if I can help it. 257 00:11:38,281 --> 00:11:40,366 All right, let's get him upstairs. 258 00:11:45,788 --> 00:11:49,000 Hi. Okay, I'm gonna sit you up, okay? 259 00:11:49,001 --> 00:11:50,918 You can slow down. Nobody's going anywhere. 260 00:11:50,919 --> 00:11:52,753 Can we not make this a teaching moment? 261 00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:55,297 I've got, like, 50 things to do in the next two minutes. 262 00:11:55,298 --> 00:11:57,468 -Yeah, we're all busy. -Yeah, looks like it. 263 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:58,892 -What the hell? -Oh. 264 00:11:58,893 --> 00:12:01,720 Sorry, we just need labs before we take you back for surgery. 265 00:12:01,721 --> 00:12:03,805 No, you're not sticking me with any needles. 266 00:12:03,806 --> 00:12:06,767 It's okay. It'll be quick. Some people like to close their eyes. 267 00:12:06,768 --> 00:12:08,186 I said don't touch me! 268 00:12:08,269 --> 00:12:10,271 Get away from me! Get out, all of you! 269 00:12:10,897 --> 00:12:12,732 Okay, okay, get out. Adams, you too. Go. 270 00:12:12,733 --> 00:12:15,692 What are you still doing here? Go! 271 00:12:15,693 --> 00:12:16,903 It's okay. It's over. 272 00:12:16,986 --> 00:12:20,416 Don't tell me it's okay. You don't know anything about me! [panting] 273 00:12:26,371 --> 00:12:28,456 [breathes heavily] 274 00:12:28,539 --> 00:12:29,707 Slow, deep breaths. 275 00:12:29,791 --> 00:12:31,668 In and out. 276 00:12:31,751 --> 00:12:33,253 I know how to breathe. 277 00:12:33,336 --> 00:12:34,671 There. 278 00:12:36,714 --> 00:12:38,383 [breathes deeply] 279 00:12:42,178 --> 00:12:43,228 So, you're a gamer? 280 00:12:44,389 --> 00:12:45,439 Sometimes. 281 00:12:45,515 --> 00:12:46,599 What do you play? 282 00:12:46,683 --> 00:12:49,333 Anything that makes me feel like I'm somewhere else. 283 00:12:51,271 --> 00:12:53,022 Do you wanna tell me what happened? 284 00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:56,651 It wasn't a big deal. 285 00:12:59,070 --> 00:13:02,031 The doc just grabbed me out of nowhere and I-I freaked out. 286 00:13:02,115 --> 00:13:03,165 It felt� 287 00:13:05,613 --> 00:13:08,996 You just can't grab people like that. 288 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:10,080 [? gentle music plays] 289 00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:14,168 I understand. And I'm sorry, she should have talked to you first. 290 00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:18,089 Unfortunately, we do need the blood work. 291 00:13:18,172 --> 00:13:19,924 How about if I walk you through it? 292 00:13:21,676 --> 00:13:22,726 Whatever. 293 00:13:22,727 --> 00:13:24,970 They haven't replaced your electrolytes yet, 294 00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:28,474 so I do have to put that order in, and then we can start the blood work. 295 00:13:28,475 --> 00:13:29,683 But you're gonna do it, right? 296 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:30,734 Of course. 297 00:13:33,646 --> 00:13:35,523 It'll be a piece of cake. 298 00:13:38,943 --> 00:13:39,993 [Norton] Dr. Bailey, 299 00:13:39,994 --> 00:13:43,030 glad you came in today. Do you have a minute? 300 00:13:43,031 --> 00:13:45,282 Um, I'm, uh, with a patient. Can I find you later? 301 00:13:45,283 --> 00:13:46,908 -[Tripp imitating race car] -Dedication equals 302 00:13:46,909 --> 00:13:48,494 high patient satisfaction. 303 00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:49,828 -As you were. -[Bailey] Okay. 304 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:51,579 -[Tripp imitating race car] -Uh� 305 00:13:51,580 --> 00:13:53,290 Tripp, what are you doing in there? 306 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:55,960 I-I'm luging. [chuckles] For initiation. 307 00:13:56,044 --> 00:14:00,506 Um, stop moving. You can luge, uh, after the scan is done. 308 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:01,965 -[machine clicks] -[whimpers] 309 00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:05,970 -He and I go to the same university. -[chuckles] 310 00:14:06,929 --> 00:14:08,765 Norton's trying to recruit you too? 311 00:14:08,766 --> 00:14:10,265 Oh, yeah, that man is relentless. 312 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:12,060 I don't even know how he found me. 313 00:14:12,143 --> 00:14:13,394 I took the day off. 314 00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:14,854 I was meeting with Kwan, 315 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:18,941 and then this genius� [chuckling] �flew down a flight of stairs. 316 00:14:18,942 --> 00:14:20,609 How is Kwan? Did he find a new job? 317 00:14:20,610 --> 00:14:22,570 No luck yet. 318 00:14:22,653 --> 00:14:25,823 He broke the rules, so it's hard to get around that. 319 00:14:25,907 --> 00:14:27,200 [machine beeps] 320 00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:28,785 [Bailey] Hmm. 321 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,787 Is the femoral head in� 322 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:32,955 His rectum. Yes, it is. 323 00:14:33,039 --> 00:14:36,209 I went back to school to broaden my horizons. 324 00:14:36,834 --> 00:14:38,294 Mission accomplished. 325 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:40,797 Well, we're gonna have to reduce the femur, 326 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,174 repair the rectum, and plate the pelvis. 327 00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:44,467 We? 328 00:14:44,550 --> 00:14:46,094 He's your classmate. 329 00:14:46,095 --> 00:14:48,970 -Don't you wanna see this through? -[Bailey grunts] 330 00:14:48,971 --> 00:14:50,021 [Lincoln chuckles] 331 00:14:50,556 --> 00:14:54,268 [Patricia] You wanna create an esophagus from my leg? 332 00:14:54,352 --> 00:14:55,792 Yeah, well, your-your thigh. 333 00:14:55,853 --> 00:14:57,647 [Ndugu] It's a novel approach. 334 00:14:57,648 --> 00:15:01,608 It has worked for other patients, though that doesn't guarantee it'll work for you. 335 00:15:01,609 --> 00:15:04,278 -[sighs] -So, what do you think? 336 00:15:04,362 --> 00:15:07,492 I'm worried this is another situation where I get my hopes up, 337 00:15:08,032 --> 00:15:09,784 only to be disappointed. 338 00:15:10,701 --> 00:15:13,412 We know that you've been through so much already, 339 00:15:14,122 --> 00:15:17,667 but this could dramatically improve the quality of your life. 340 00:15:18,543 --> 00:15:22,922 What if it fails, and then we're having the same conversation we had this morning? 341 00:15:23,005 --> 00:15:26,092 We might. Or it works, and this nightmare is over. 342 00:15:26,175 --> 00:15:29,053 But listen, only you can decide if the risk is worth it. 343 00:15:31,556 --> 00:15:32,765 Hey, honey. 344 00:15:32,766 --> 00:15:35,725 I know we've had a lot of bad luck these last few years, 345 00:15:35,726 --> 00:15:39,147 but sometimes things work out. We got married two weeks after we met. 346 00:15:39,148 --> 00:15:41,773 -Everyone thought we'd lost our minds. -[both chuckle] 347 00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:43,276 But look at us� 348 00:15:44,443 --> 00:15:48,114 You've been my wife for 36 years. 349 00:15:48,197 --> 00:15:50,032 Take another chance with me. 350 00:15:54,203 --> 00:15:56,122 How do I say no to that? 351 00:15:58,791 --> 00:16:00,376 -Okay. -[Mr. Roth sighs] 352 00:16:00,459 --> 00:16:02,336 [inhales deeply] Let's try it. 353 00:16:02,420 --> 00:16:04,280 Okay. All right, Millin, book the room. 354 00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:06,507 All right. 355 00:16:08,947 --> 00:16:13,680 Hey, how much longer do you think Bailey's gonna be? 356 00:16:13,681 --> 00:16:15,515 -I don't want Webber to see me. -A while. 357 00:16:15,516 --> 00:16:18,060 Tripp's femur ended up in his rectum. 358 00:16:18,853 --> 00:16:19,979 Huh. 359 00:16:19,980 --> 00:16:22,939 Normally when you pull stuff out of butts, it's because people put them in there. 360 00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:24,108 Yeah. 361 00:16:24,109 --> 00:16:28,320 Do you think I should be a family medicine doctor? 362 00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:30,280 I don't know. Do you think I should have this baby? 363 00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:33,711 -You're thinking about keeping it? -I just always wanted to be a mom. 364 00:16:33,712 --> 00:16:37,370 Yeah, but now you wanna have a baby? You work, like, 80 hours a week. 365 00:16:37,371 --> 00:16:39,289 Well, there's a day care in the hospital. I don't know. 366 00:16:39,290 --> 00:16:41,750 Okay, well, what are you, like, six-weeks pregnant? 367 00:16:41,751 --> 00:16:43,793 I mean, you probably have time to think about it. 368 00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:44,921 [Griffith] Yeah. 369 00:16:45,922 --> 00:16:46,972 You're pregnant? 370 00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:49,800 [? dramatic music playing] 371 00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:51,601 [stammers] 372 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:53,770 I'm sorry. 373 00:16:58,601 --> 00:16:59,651 [? music stops] 374 00:17:02,188 --> 00:17:03,238 [machine whirring] 375 00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:05,900 -[Wright] Don't tug. Just guide. -Okay. 376 00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:07,068 [alarm rings] 377 00:17:07,151 --> 00:17:08,819 Oh. The mac and cheese. 378 00:17:08,903 --> 00:17:10,463 And you're making dinner, too? 379 00:17:10,464 --> 00:17:11,947 For tomorrow night. [sighs] 380 00:17:11,948 --> 00:17:13,328 Now that I'm not a resident, 381 00:17:13,329 --> 00:17:15,951 I have all this time to take care of the kids and the house. 382 00:17:15,952 --> 00:17:17,870 It is a full-time job. 383 00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,455 There's nothing harder than being a stay-at-home parent, 384 00:17:20,456 --> 00:17:23,083 and I know this goes without saying, but this is coming from a neurosurgeon. 385 00:17:23,084 --> 00:17:25,543 I'm getting the hang of it. I'm in a rhythm with the laundry, 386 00:17:25,544 --> 00:17:28,547 the closets are organized, the calendar's up to date. 387 00:17:28,631 --> 00:17:31,941 I aspire to be a mom who judges as opposed to one who is judged, but� 388 00:17:31,968 --> 00:17:33,018 [whirring] 389 00:17:33,094 --> 00:17:34,387 -Okay, stop. -Yeah. 390 00:17:34,470 --> 00:17:35,805 Stop right there. 391 00:17:37,473 --> 00:17:38,523 Now back it up. 392 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:41,489 -Like this, right? -[Wright] Mm-hmm. 393 00:17:41,686 --> 00:17:43,256 -Perfect. -[Wilson] All right. 394 00:17:44,689 --> 00:17:45,815 Mmm. 395 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:48,067 Okay, and this. 396 00:17:48,150 --> 00:17:49,735 And then� 397 00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:51,369 [sighing] Okay. 398 00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:53,121 [inhales deeply] 399 00:17:53,990 --> 00:17:55,616 It looks like roadkill. 400 00:17:55,700 --> 00:17:56,993 No, it's like a� 401 00:17:57,076 --> 00:18:00,162 It's like a really cute, um, skunk. 402 00:18:00,246 --> 00:18:02,456 What? It's supposed to be a raccoon. 403 00:18:02,540 --> 00:18:04,292 -Yeah. Yeah. -Very similar animals. 404 00:18:04,293 --> 00:18:06,334 Is something burning? 405 00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:09,547 -Oh, my God, the mac and cheese. [sighs] -Yeah. No, I-I got it. 406 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:11,620 You know what? It is okay. We can fix this. 407 00:18:11,621 --> 00:18:13,633 Okay, you know what? This is such a stupid idea! 408 00:18:13,634 --> 00:18:15,984 Thank you so much, but you guys can go. Thank you. 409 00:18:22,935 --> 00:18:23,985 Wes. 410 00:18:24,449 --> 00:18:27,856 I'm so sorry you found out like that. 411 00:18:27,857 --> 00:18:28,997 Were you gonna tell me? 412 00:18:30,526 --> 00:18:34,322 I'm not sure if you're, um� 413 00:18:35,573 --> 00:18:37,493 We weren't exclusive when it happened. 414 00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:42,003 Got it. 415 00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:44,332 I mean, it-it-it could be yours. I mean, uh� 416 00:18:49,170 --> 00:18:52,965 [sighs] If it is, do you have feelings about it? 417 00:18:53,049 --> 00:18:55,509 [breathes deeply] 418 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:57,762 Do you wanna keep it? 419 00:18:57,763 --> 00:19:02,390 It's not a simple decision. I-I have ovarian insufficiency, 420 00:19:02,391 --> 00:19:05,561 so the fact that this happened at all is a miracle. 421 00:19:05,562 --> 00:19:09,189 -And it could be my only chance to- -Yeah, yeah. It's just� 422 00:19:09,190 --> 00:19:11,540 I don't know if you can speak another language. 423 00:19:11,651 --> 00:19:15,321 You know, I haven't even met your dad, and we're having a conversation� 424 00:19:15,404 --> 00:19:16,781 about a baby. 425 00:19:16,782 --> 00:19:20,617 Well, if I decide to keep it, you can be as involved as you want, and we can do- 426 00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:22,161 What? No, no. 427 00:19:22,703 --> 00:19:25,873 No, I don't do things halfway, especially not with a kid. 428 00:19:25,874 --> 00:19:27,207 Okay, so let's talk about it. 429 00:19:27,208 --> 00:19:28,793 I don't know what to say. 430 00:19:28,876 --> 00:19:30,711 I don't know what to say, Simone. 431 00:19:30,712 --> 00:19:31,878 [? gentle music playing] 432 00:19:31,879 --> 00:19:33,130 I'm an intern. 433 00:19:33,131 --> 00:19:37,133 You know, I worked my ass off to be here. I've done everything by the book- 434 00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:39,219 You think it's different for me? I didn't plan this, Wes. 435 00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:40,429 You asked me how I felt. 436 00:19:42,014 --> 00:19:43,265 You're right. I did. 437 00:19:45,393 --> 00:19:47,228 I have to prep a patient for the OR. 438 00:19:48,729 --> 00:19:50,022 [scoffs] 439 00:19:51,774 --> 00:19:55,444 And after we've placed the flap, then we confirm blood flow and close. 440 00:19:55,445 --> 00:19:57,570 Hey. My apologies, I had to follow up on a patient. 441 00:19:57,571 --> 00:20:00,990 We were just finishing up. Uh, could you make sure the consents are complete? 442 00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:02,041 [Millin] Mm-hmm. 443 00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:03,585 Yeah. 444 00:20:03,586 --> 00:20:09,040 Oh, uh, Millin, could you make sure the room has that small retractor I like? 445 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:10,126 Well, I can do that. 446 00:20:10,127 --> 00:20:12,752 Uh, you can check the chest tube output for Gonzalez. 447 00:20:12,753 --> 00:20:15,255 Hey, if this is about me being late, it won't happen again. 448 00:20:15,256 --> 00:20:18,049 No, you're an intern, and this is a surgery we've never done before 449 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:20,093 on a patient who's already been through the wringer. 450 00:20:20,094 --> 00:20:22,444 -I need everything to be perfect. -Understood. 451 00:20:25,349 --> 00:20:26,399 [clears throat] 452 00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:28,812 You� You see what you're doing, right? 453 00:20:28,813 --> 00:20:32,564 No, I don't� I don't know what this is, but it doesn't feel neutral. 454 00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,065 [chuckles] You-You-You're favoring Millin. 455 00:20:34,066 --> 00:20:36,276 It's not favoritism to want the job done well. 456 00:20:36,277 --> 00:20:38,778 Why do you think that Millin would do any better than Bryant, 457 00:20:38,779 --> 00:20:41,406 -who's actually on your service? -She's a second-year. 458 00:20:41,407 --> 00:20:45,077 Is that why, or is it because she's your girlfriend? 459 00:20:45,078 --> 00:20:46,661 You're married to Miranda Bailey. 460 00:20:46,662 --> 00:20:49,492 But I was in a different department when we got together. 461 00:20:49,540 --> 00:20:52,190 All right, all I can tell you is that Bryant was late, 462 00:20:52,191 --> 00:20:55,128 and Jules walked through the whole operation with us. 463 00:20:55,129 --> 00:20:56,213 You mean Dr. Millin. 464 00:20:58,257 --> 00:20:59,307 Just be careful. 465 00:21:04,889 --> 00:21:07,057 [indistinct PA announcement] 466 00:21:09,862 --> 00:21:14,439 [Norton] You're not going to believe this case. 467 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:16,066 Oh, I helped bring it in. 468 00:21:16,859 --> 00:21:17,909 With Dr. Bailey? 469 00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:19,153 You know her well? 470 00:21:20,696 --> 00:21:22,448 -Professionally. -Oh. 471 00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:26,452 I'm, uh, trying to get her to join my team if you got any ideas. 472 00:21:27,912 --> 00:21:30,498 -She likes green juice. -[chuckling] 473 00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:33,166 I think I'm gonna need something a little more convincing than juice. 474 00:21:33,167 --> 00:21:34,547 You also a general surgeon? 475 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:35,677 I� 476 00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:39,006 haven't decided on a specialty. 477 00:21:39,007 --> 00:21:41,132 You know, this is a great place to figure it out. 478 00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:42,933 Everyone's at the top of their field. 479 00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:45,562 Yep. 480 00:21:46,180 --> 00:21:48,641 [Bailey] All right, a little more retraction. 481 00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:50,476 Sponge stick. 482 00:21:51,224 --> 00:21:56,022 [Griffith] Who covers themselves in plastic wrap 483 00:21:56,023 --> 00:21:59,068 and baby oil and slides downstairs in public? 484 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:01,779 [Bailey] I'm choosing to believe he's a smart kid 485 00:22:01,862 --> 00:22:03,405 who made one stupid mistake. 486 00:22:03,406 --> 00:22:05,573 Hopefully, his one stupid mistake doesn't have 487 00:22:05,574 --> 00:22:07,684 -lifelong repercussions. -[Bailey] Hmm. 488 00:22:07,685 --> 00:22:08,827 Okay, ready when you are. 489 00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:09,878 [Lincoln] All right. 490 00:22:12,498 --> 00:22:14,333 -[Bailey] Ah. -[Lincoln grunts] 491 00:22:14,334 --> 00:22:16,417 -[Griffith] Oh, something's bleeding. -[machines beeping] 492 00:22:16,418 --> 00:22:17,837 Where is it coming from? 493 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:19,421 [Bailey] You tell me. 494 00:22:19,964 --> 00:22:22,134 [Griffith] I can't see. I need more suction. 495 00:22:22,883 --> 00:22:26,719 Dr. Bailey, do you wanna switch with me? 496 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:30,307 [Bailey] No, you got this. Think of the anatomy. Where are we? 497 00:22:31,684 --> 00:22:33,060 [Griffith] I need lap pads. 498 00:22:38,274 --> 00:22:39,594 [Grey] Deploy the stapler. 499 00:22:42,611 --> 00:22:44,780 -Good. -[phone rings, buzzes] 500 00:22:46,031 --> 00:22:48,381 [Spencer] Can I step out to check on a patient? 501 00:22:48,450 --> 00:22:51,996 It's my other VIP patient, and she's very particular about things, 502 00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:54,915 ice cubes, pillowcases, how she berates me. 503 00:22:54,999 --> 00:22:56,859 [Grey] Norton's VIP patient can wait. 504 00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:58,237 Dr. Norton is a fine surgeon. 505 00:22:58,238 --> 00:23:00,003 If you like the one nose job he gives people. 506 00:23:00,004 --> 00:23:02,380 [Webber] Hiring one doctor you don't like doesn't change who we are. 507 00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:04,382 We still provide excellent patient care 508 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:06,802 and a first-class education for our residents. 509 00:23:06,886 --> 00:23:08,996 If you disagree, you don't have to be here. 510 00:23:09,054 --> 00:23:10,104 [alarm beeping] 511 00:23:10,105 --> 00:23:11,806 [Knox] We've got peaked T waves and widening QRS. 512 00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:14,937 -[Adams] He's going to V-fib. -[Grey] Let's protect the field. 513 00:23:15,019 --> 00:23:16,069 [alarm continues] 514 00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:17,938 [Grey] Start CPR. Go. 515 00:23:19,565 --> 00:23:20,615 Charge to 120. 516 00:23:20,649 --> 00:23:22,109 [defibrillator whirring] 517 00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:24,570 -[Grey] Clear. -[defibrillator zaps] 518 00:23:25,195 --> 00:23:26,739 Come on, Charlie. 519 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:35,279 [? tense music playing] 520 00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:38,292 -[Grey] Charge to 200. -[defibrillator whirring] 521 00:23:38,375 --> 00:23:40,419 -Clear. -[defibrillator zaps] 522 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:42,587 -[alarm continues] -[Webber] Are his blood gases back? 523 00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:44,590 [Knox] Potassium is 8.1. 524 00:23:44,591 --> 00:23:48,426 -[Grey] Charge again. -[defibrillator whirring] 525 00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:50,471 -Clear. -[defibrillator zaps] 526 00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:52,431 [alarm stops] 527 00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:54,599 [Webber] All right. Let's push calcium gluconate 528 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,100 and start insulin with dextrose. 529 00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:58,271 [Grey] I only ordered one bag of potassium. 530 00:23:58,312 --> 00:23:59,438 How is it 8.1? 531 00:24:00,356 --> 00:24:02,646 [Spencer] I may have ordered him another bag. 532 00:24:02,647 --> 00:24:05,193 -[Adams] May have? -I gave the nurse a verbal order, 533 00:24:05,194 --> 00:24:07,320 and then I was gonna chart it later, but I was running around. 534 00:24:07,321 --> 00:24:08,572 I'm-I'm so sorry. 535 00:24:08,656 --> 00:24:09,740 [phone chimes] 536 00:24:09,741 --> 00:24:13,034 [nurse] Dr. Spencer, it's the VIP floor. You got another page from Ms. Conley. 537 00:24:13,035 --> 00:24:17,005 -[Spencer] Please tell them that I can't. -You can go. You've done enough here. Go. 538 00:24:22,002 --> 00:24:23,052 No, it was. 539 00:24:23,053 --> 00:24:25,129 -This is, like, burnt all the way. -This is unsalvageable now. 540 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:26,210 [Wright] I'm so sorry. 541 00:24:26,211 --> 00:24:30,301 I thought I could just scrape off the top, but I've made, yeah, an even bigger mess. 542 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:32,638 No, I'm sorry, I ruined your whole day. 543 00:24:32,639 --> 00:24:34,806 The ferryboats were probably a terrible idea. 544 00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:38,352 He would've had fun for five minutes, and then he'd have been bored. 545 00:24:38,894 --> 00:24:40,334 It would've been an epic fail. 546 00:24:42,314 --> 00:24:45,025 [scoffs] It is okay. 547 00:24:45,109 --> 00:24:48,404 You can just order a box of mac and cheese for delivery, 548 00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:50,280 and it'll be done in 20 minutes. 549 00:24:50,364 --> 00:24:54,743 I'm trying so hard to make up for all the time we lost 550 00:24:54,744 --> 00:24:58,204 after the twins were born, but the truth is I don't know what I'm doing. 551 00:24:58,205 --> 00:24:59,885 You can't get it right all the time. 552 00:25:00,416 --> 00:25:01,709 My washer's broken. 553 00:25:01,710 --> 00:25:04,293 Zach's been out of clean underwear for over a week, 554 00:25:04,294 --> 00:25:06,004 and at first, I just turned them inside out, 555 00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:08,589 and then I bought him men's compression shorts in the hospital gift shop, 556 00:25:08,590 --> 00:25:10,258 and he's been wearing them like boxers. 557 00:25:10,259 --> 00:25:12,552 -[Shepherd chuckles] -You get a pass. You're working moms. 558 00:25:12,553 --> 00:25:15,023 -[Wright grunts] -A pass for what? Perfection? 559 00:25:15,597 --> 00:25:18,017 Some impossible ideal of motherhood? 560 00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:19,184 That's not real. 561 00:25:19,268 --> 00:25:23,063 It's a social construct that is made to sell cleaning products 562 00:25:23,147 --> 00:25:25,190 and make us feel bad about ourselves. 563 00:25:25,274 --> 00:25:28,777 All we can do is our best, and sometimes that means we're doing great, 564 00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:33,115 and sometimes it means we are drowning, but it's always good enough. 565 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,118 I probably could be doing better. 566 00:25:37,119 --> 00:25:39,413 [all chuckling] 567 00:25:39,414 --> 00:25:41,998 [Millin] I wish they would put photos 568 00:25:41,999 --> 00:25:44,250 of tracheoesophageal fistulas on cigarette packs 569 00:25:44,251 --> 00:25:47,087 so people have to see the risks before they light up. 570 00:25:47,088 --> 00:25:49,130 [Warren chuckles] You'd have loved my mom. 571 00:25:49,131 --> 00:25:50,590 [Millin] Was she anti-smoking? 572 00:25:50,591 --> 00:25:52,759 [Warren] Uh, she was pro scare-the-crap-out-of-people. 573 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,969 When our neighbor got into an accident on his motorcycle, 574 00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:57,973 my mom took me and my sisters to the hospital to see him 575 00:25:58,057 --> 00:26:00,142 so we would be afraid to get on a bike. 576 00:26:00,143 --> 00:26:02,518 -[Bryant] Did it work? -[Warren] Nope, but she won in the end. 577 00:26:02,519 --> 00:26:05,889 I had to clean up my act when I got married and, you know, became a dad. 578 00:26:07,149 --> 00:26:08,199 [Bryant] Yeah. 579 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,985 Should I, uh, update Patricia's husband? 580 00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:13,036 -[Ndugu] Yeah, go ahead. -[Bryant] Yeah. 581 00:26:13,204 --> 00:26:18,409 -[Ndugu] We got a bleeder. Right angle. -[alarm beeping] 582 00:26:18,410 --> 00:26:20,120 A 2-0 silk on a passer to Millin. 583 00:26:20,204 --> 00:26:21,497 [Warren] I got it. Go. 584 00:26:29,551 --> 00:26:33,508 [Ndugu] That doesn't look like a square knot. 585 00:26:33,509 --> 00:26:35,259 -Give her another. -[Millin] It is a square knot. 586 00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:38,179 [Ndugu] Not definitively, which means it could slip, and she could bleed. 587 00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:39,230 Try again. 588 00:26:41,764 --> 00:26:46,938 -Okay, now, you got an air knot. -[Millin] It's fine. 589 00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:49,607 -I'll just cinch it down. -[Ndugu] Is the goal fine or perfect? 590 00:26:49,608 --> 00:26:51,735 Hold the right angle. Tie. 591 00:26:59,076 --> 00:27:01,161 And that is how you do a square knot. 592 00:27:01,995 --> 00:27:04,225 -[Millin] Understood. -[Ndugu] Scissors? 593 00:27:05,501 --> 00:27:10,336 [Lincoln] Released the capsule and reduced the head. 594 00:27:10,337 --> 00:27:12,004 -How's it going? -[Griffith] I've got distal control. 595 00:27:12,005 --> 00:27:14,115 -[Bailey] More suction. -[Griffith] Mmm. 596 00:27:15,342 --> 00:27:18,679 [Bailey] Oh, there it is. A tear in the iliac vein. 597 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:19,888 What's your plan? 598 00:27:19,972 --> 00:27:23,058 [Griffith] The edges look clean, and it's a small defect. 599 00:27:23,141 --> 00:27:24,191 Primary repair? 600 00:27:24,226 --> 00:27:25,435 [Bailey] Works for me. 601 00:27:25,519 --> 00:27:27,604 4-0 Prolene for Dr. Griffith. 602 00:27:27,605 --> 00:27:29,647 [Griffith] I-I-I've never done one of these. 603 00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:31,023 [Bailey] Have you seen one? 604 00:27:31,024 --> 00:27:32,316 -Yes. -[Bailey] Time to do one. 605 00:27:32,317 --> 00:27:33,694 Mm-hmm. 606 00:27:34,278 --> 00:27:37,239 That's my friend under the mask. She is beaming with pride. 607 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:41,118 I used to get excited about doing complex surgeries as a plastics resident. 608 00:27:42,077 --> 00:27:44,037 Now I almost strictly do cosmetics. 609 00:27:44,121 --> 00:27:45,289 More lucrative? 610 00:27:45,372 --> 00:27:46,790 Less stress, you know. 611 00:27:46,874 --> 00:27:50,210 Patients are healthy, and complications are few and far between. 612 00:27:50,794 --> 00:27:52,834 What, you don't wanna see sick patients? 613 00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:55,424 Oh, I mean, I'll do it, but it's not my preference. 614 00:27:56,049 --> 00:27:58,427 If I was starting over, dermatology. 615 00:27:58,428 --> 00:28:00,720 Yeah, but it's not as surgical. 616 00:28:00,721 --> 00:28:02,806 Exactly. Hours are better, 617 00:28:02,807 --> 00:28:04,557 -money's great, you know. -[chuckles] 618 00:28:04,558 --> 00:28:07,148 You're less likely to kill someone freezing a mole. 619 00:28:07,436 --> 00:28:10,689 Chief Norton. They're asking for you on the Olympic Floor. 620 00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:12,531 Be right there. 621 00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:15,360 All right. Duty calls. 622 00:28:15,986 --> 00:28:18,280 Hey. Dermatology. Think about it. 623 00:28:19,907 --> 00:28:21,909 [? "Sad and Beautiful" playing] 624 00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:27,497 How's Charlie? 625 00:28:27,581 --> 00:28:30,626 -Um, he's back in recovery. -He-He-He didn't code again? 626 00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:32,502 -No. No, he didn't. -Oh, thank God. 627 00:28:33,045 --> 00:28:34,095 I am so sorry. 628 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:38,091 Now you know, even if you're busy, everything needs to be documented, okay? 629 00:28:38,175 --> 00:28:42,262 Dr. Spencer, Ms. Conley needs ice chips. She's been waiting for nearly 20 minutes. 630 00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:44,430 There were complications with Charlie Ramos. 631 00:28:44,431 --> 00:28:46,682 -I just wanted to check in- -That can wait. She's VIP. 632 00:28:46,683 --> 00:28:50,270 Her husband is the CEO of an aerodynamics firm. Top priority. 633 00:28:50,354 --> 00:28:54,107 But, uh, Charlie Ramos is VIP. He's just pro bono. 634 00:28:54,108 --> 00:28:55,900 I understand, Richard, but you know how it is. 635 00:28:55,901 --> 00:28:58,361 -People expect to get what they pay for. -Of course. 636 00:28:58,362 --> 00:29:00,155 -It won't happen again. -Please. 637 00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:01,782 ? Love me now or never ? 638 00:29:02,366 --> 00:29:04,660 ? Burn my heart down take it all ? 639 00:29:04,743 --> 00:29:07,120 [Bryant] Okay, updated Mr. Roth. 640 00:29:07,121 --> 00:29:11,248 Hey. If you were taking a bite for the first time in months, 641 00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:12,999 -what would it be? -Bacon and eggs. 642 00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:15,086 -[Millin] Oatmeal. -[Ndugu] Seriously? 643 00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:17,917 [Millin] Are you criticizing my choice of food now too? 644 00:29:18,006 --> 00:29:19,675 ? And the end is never known ? 645 00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:23,220 [Warren] All right. We're ready to start the final closure. Doppler. 646 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:25,472 ? Where we can play pretend ? 647 00:29:26,264 --> 00:29:28,058 [buzzing faintly] 648 00:29:29,017 --> 00:29:30,067 [Ndugu] No signal? 649 00:29:30,068 --> 00:29:31,894 [Warren] The flap is congested and swelling, 650 00:29:31,895 --> 00:29:33,729 but there's a good signal in the artery, 651 00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:35,856 which means there isn't good outflow in the vein. 652 00:29:35,857 --> 00:29:37,483 -Think it's a clot? -[Warren] Must be. 653 00:29:37,484 --> 00:29:40,554 -Call Dr. Metzner. 911. Scissors. -[nurse] Copy that, Dr. Warren. 654 00:29:40,570 --> 00:29:43,640 [Warren] Heparinized saline. Come on, Patricia. You got this. 655 00:29:43,699 --> 00:29:46,326 ? Burn my heart down take it all ? 656 00:29:46,410 --> 00:29:47,494 [Ndugu] Anything? 657 00:29:47,577 --> 00:29:50,047 [Warren] Not yet. Still congested. Another flush. 658 00:29:50,977 --> 00:29:53,874 -Still nothing. -[Ndugu] Damn it. 659 00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:56,525 [Warren] Let's try papaverine to relax the vessels. 660 00:29:57,379 --> 00:29:59,756 Come on. We're losing it. Where's Metzner? 661 00:30:00,757 --> 00:30:03,844 -[Millin] Dr. Ndugu. -[Warren] Let him go. Another flush. Now! 662 00:30:05,137 --> 00:30:07,347 Come on, Patricia. Come on. 663 00:30:07,431 --> 00:30:08,481 [? music stops] 664 00:30:12,936 --> 00:30:14,938 [indistinct PA announcement] 665 00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:21,278 Kwan. Oh, I am so sorry. 666 00:30:21,361 --> 00:30:23,196 The day, it-it-it got away from me. 667 00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,699 [stammers] We will talk, okay? I promise you. 668 00:30:26,408 --> 00:30:29,327 -Whenever. Yeah, I'm not busy. -[chuckles] 669 00:30:29,870 --> 00:30:31,246 Have a good night. 670 00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:35,716 Hmm. 671 00:30:36,460 --> 00:30:39,963 Uh, I'm assuming that you all are here for Tripp McBride? 672 00:30:40,047 --> 00:30:41,465 Is he gonna be okay? 673 00:30:41,548 --> 00:30:43,467 Uh, well, you're not family. 674 00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:48,472 So, all I can say is your friend had a pretty big surgery. 675 00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:53,101 It'll be a while before he recovers, but he should be okay. 676 00:30:53,102 --> 00:30:55,770 [chuckling] I mean, can we reject him now, 677 00:30:55,771 --> 00:30:57,563 or do we have to wait till the end of the week? 678 00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:58,815 [students laughing] 679 00:30:58,816 --> 00:31:00,357 Uh, you better not be laughing. 680 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:04,946 Right now, your friend could have died today trying to get into your stupid club, 681 00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:08,533 which, Lord, help him, is his lifelong dream. 682 00:31:08,534 --> 00:31:11,368 And if you don't give him a second chance 683 00:31:11,369 --> 00:31:13,997 after making a dumb mistake, then� [stammers] 684 00:31:14,081 --> 00:31:19,878 �well, it just makes you small-minded and shortsighted and mean. 685 00:31:20,754 --> 00:31:23,381 Everybody deserves a second chance. 686 00:31:25,467 --> 00:31:27,219 Well, maybe not you. 687 00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:34,101 [indistinct PA announcement] 688 00:31:34,184 --> 00:31:36,520 Hey. You kicked ass in the OR. 689 00:31:36,603 --> 00:31:38,230 It felt so good. [chuckles] 690 00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:41,066 You'll get back there somehow. 691 00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:43,276 I got a 520 on my MCAT. 692 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:46,154 I scored in the 83rd percentile on the ABSITE. 693 00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:48,281 I am the smartest person in my family. 694 00:31:48,365 --> 00:31:50,617 -Is that a high bar? -We're not attendings. 695 00:31:50,700 --> 00:31:52,744 We should be allowed to make mistakes 696 00:31:52,745 --> 00:31:56,288 without getting our asses handed to us in front of an entire operating room. 697 00:31:56,289 --> 00:31:57,916 We're still learning. 698 00:31:58,875 --> 00:32:01,128 -Rough day? -I don't wanna talk about it. 699 00:32:03,630 --> 00:32:05,980 [chuckling] Max is getting an earful tonight. 700 00:32:06,049 --> 00:32:07,259 [chuckling] Yeah. 701 00:32:09,719 --> 00:32:10,769 I'll see you at home. 702 00:32:10,949 --> 00:32:16,225 -Excuse me. Where's the elevator? -Uh, you're close. 703 00:32:16,226 --> 00:32:18,520 It's just down the hallway. [chuckles] 704 00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:20,689 She's beautiful. [chuckles] 705 00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:22,732 [chuckles] She's exhausted. 706 00:32:22,816 --> 00:32:24,796 We spent ten hours in the emergency room. 707 00:32:24,797 --> 00:32:27,653 And after all that, just an ear infection. [chuckles] 708 00:32:27,654 --> 00:32:28,989 You must be exhausted too. 709 00:32:29,072 --> 00:32:32,033 I'm okay. It's all a gift. 710 00:32:32,117 --> 00:32:34,167 -Even the long days. -[chuckles softly] 711 00:32:34,168 --> 00:32:36,162 -Thank you. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 712 00:32:36,163 --> 00:32:41,668 -[baby coos, babbles] -It's okay. Oh. You're okay. [chuckles] 713 00:32:41,751 --> 00:32:44,045 -Yeah. You're okay. -[baby cries] 714 00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:45,819 -Yeah. -[? somber music playing] 715 00:32:45,922 --> 00:32:48,592 We were unable to reestablish blood flow 716 00:32:48,675 --> 00:32:51,094 and the flap became unsalvageable. 717 00:32:51,845 --> 00:32:53,180 Surgery didn't work? 718 00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:56,183 We tried everything. 719 00:32:58,852 --> 00:33:03,565 So, you had to make that hole in her neck to drain the saliva? 720 00:33:04,649 --> 00:33:07,444 We did. I'm sorry we didn't get the outcome we hoped for. 721 00:33:07,445 --> 00:33:10,362 [sobbing] I shouldn't have convinced her to do the surgery. 722 00:33:10,363 --> 00:33:12,490 You can't beat yourself up for hoping. 723 00:33:12,574 --> 00:33:17,495 [sobbing] I should have listened to you. I'm so sorry� 724 00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:24,377 -How's he doing? -Hi. 725 00:33:24,961 --> 00:33:27,172 He was waking up a minute ago. 726 00:33:30,884 --> 00:33:32,052 There he is. 727 00:33:32,135 --> 00:33:33,762 You gave us a scare. 728 00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:35,305 I did? 729 00:33:36,097 --> 00:33:40,227 Your heart stopped during surgery, but we brought you back. 730 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,729 The rest of it went very smoothly. 731 00:33:43,396 --> 00:33:45,565 We removed all the visible cancer. 732 00:33:46,191 --> 00:33:48,818 As soon as you're healed, we'll start you on chemo 733 00:33:48,902 --> 00:33:51,321 to target any cells that were left behind. 734 00:33:51,404 --> 00:33:54,032 So Dr. Webber is going to take very good care of you. 735 00:33:54,115 --> 00:33:58,328 I have to jump on a plane, but I can be back in half a day if you need me. 736 00:33:59,079 --> 00:34:00,163 You're leaving? 737 00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:01,706 I have to go home. 738 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:03,583 Where's that? 739 00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:05,001 Boston. 740 00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:09,464 You flew across the country for my surgery? 741 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:11,758 Of course I did. 742 00:34:11,841 --> 00:34:13,426 You're my VIP. 743 00:34:15,345 --> 00:34:16,429 And� 744 00:34:19,557 --> 00:34:21,101 [chuckles] 745 00:34:21,935 --> 00:34:23,937 -I stole it from peds. -[chuckles] 746 00:34:24,020 --> 00:34:25,400 When you're feeling better. 747 00:34:29,359 --> 00:34:30,679 I'm gonna see you very soon. 748 00:34:35,156 --> 00:34:37,659 [smacks lips] You might be right. 749 00:34:38,243 --> 00:34:41,121 -We could have a problem with Dr. Norton. -Oh. 750 00:34:41,830 --> 00:34:43,330 What are you gonna do about it? 751 00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:45,125 I wish I knew. 752 00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:48,837 ? Everything I thought I knew ? 753 00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:52,590 ? Is going away ? 754 00:34:54,134 --> 00:34:56,052 -Uh, Chief. Can I have a minute? -Uh, 755 00:34:56,053 --> 00:34:58,721 -I'm actually in the middle of something- -No, no. It'll be quick. 756 00:34:58,722 --> 00:35:02,350 I-I can't sleep at night because I'm replaying surgeries in my head, 757 00:35:02,351 --> 00:35:05,144 and I practice knots in the air while I'm waiting in line. 758 00:35:05,145 --> 00:35:06,437 And no shade to dermatology, 759 00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:09,088 but I don't wanna freeze moles for the rest of my life. 760 00:35:10,191 --> 00:35:14,154 [stammers] I was fired for making a mistake. 761 00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:17,407 And I learned the lesson. 762 00:35:17,408 --> 00:35:20,200 So if I get a second chance, I won't do it again. 763 00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:21,911 Great. You start on Monday. 764 00:35:21,995 --> 00:35:23,255 [? gentle music playing] 765 00:35:23,747 --> 00:35:24,797 Really? 766 00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:26,715 That worked? 767 00:35:26,750 --> 00:35:29,502 You had some good points but no. No, it wasn't enough. 768 00:35:30,670 --> 00:35:33,381 Now, Dr. Bailey's speech, that was a winner. 769 00:35:35,759 --> 00:35:36,926 Welcome back. 770 00:35:37,010 --> 00:35:38,303 Oh. 771 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:41,514 [sighs] 772 00:35:43,183 --> 00:35:45,268 [? "Wild Beauty" playing] 773 00:35:49,856 --> 00:35:51,900 Hey. [stammers] Whatever it is I did� 774 00:35:51,983 --> 00:35:55,695 -[sighs] -�or didn't do, I'm sorry. 775 00:35:55,779 --> 00:35:58,490 No. Why are you here now? 776 00:35:58,491 --> 00:36:01,367 Why couldn't you have come, like, two beers ago? 777 00:36:01,368 --> 00:36:03,787 Sorry. [stammers] Uh, does it matter? 778 00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:07,123 Yes, yes, it matters because now I am a little bit drunk, 779 00:36:07,124 --> 00:36:09,541 and I'm going to say the thing that I don't want to say. 780 00:36:09,542 --> 00:36:10,710 Okay. [chuckles] 781 00:36:10,794 --> 00:36:12,045 You made me like you. 782 00:36:12,128 --> 00:36:15,048 You led me on when you just wanted things to be casual, 783 00:36:15,049 --> 00:36:17,091 which I would have been fine with if you had just said 784 00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:18,759 that that's what you wanted, but you didn't. 785 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:22,010 You made me like you, and now I gave a patient too much potassium, 786 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:24,543 and I think I mixed up my laundry with my roommates 787 00:36:24,544 --> 00:36:26,558 because I'm pretty sure I'm wearing her bra right now. 788 00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:27,609 [laughs] Um- 789 00:36:27,686 --> 00:36:30,636 -Don't laugh. It's not funny. -[stammers, chuckles] No, I� 790 00:36:30,897 --> 00:36:32,357 It's not. I� 791 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:35,068 Look, I didn't mean to lead you on. 792 00:36:35,902 --> 00:36:38,488 Things between us are� 793 00:36:38,571 --> 00:36:40,824 It's-It's-It's not just casual. 794 00:36:42,242 --> 00:36:43,576 Dani, I like you. 795 00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:45,753 And, um� 796 00:36:49,499 --> 00:36:54,170 when you're sober, I'm gonna ask you out, okay? For real. 797 00:36:58,133 --> 00:36:59,183 Fine. 798 00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:03,847 But you have to take me to a restaurant with at least two-dollar signs. 799 00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:04,980 Not one. 800 00:37:06,224 --> 00:37:07,274 Two. 801 00:37:09,310 --> 00:37:10,360 [? music stops] 802 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,193 [Bryant] Simone, hey. 803 00:37:18,111 --> 00:37:19,161 Uh. [sighs] 804 00:37:19,779 --> 00:37:21,823 Sorry I lost my cool earlier. 805 00:37:22,782 --> 00:37:24,909 It's a pretty big bomb to drop on you. 806 00:37:24,993 --> 00:37:27,287 Yeah, but that wasn't right, and I know that. 807 00:37:27,288 --> 00:37:29,079 I should have asked you how you were feeling, 808 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:30,640 and then I should have listened. 809 00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:35,670 I know this is a lot to handle right now, but I care about you. 810 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:37,255 [? "To Richmond" playing] 811 00:37:38,173 --> 00:37:39,223 I'm not walking away. 812 00:37:43,386 --> 00:37:44,436 [Griffith sighs] 813 00:37:44,471 --> 00:37:46,681 [Grey] Parenthood, partnership, career. 814 00:37:46,765 --> 00:37:50,560 Often, the most meaningful things in life are also the most challenging. 815 00:37:51,728 --> 00:37:53,980 Kids deserve to be a hundred percent wanted. 816 00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:55,398 Mm-hmm. 817 00:37:57,609 --> 00:38:01,237 And right now, more than anything, I wanna be a surgeon. 818 00:38:04,365 --> 00:38:09,996 Which might mean I never carry a baby. 819 00:38:12,916 --> 00:38:15,293 But there are other ways to have a family, and� 820 00:38:17,003 --> 00:38:18,630 when the time is right, I'll� 821 00:38:20,507 --> 00:38:21,633 I'll figure it out. 822 00:38:22,759 --> 00:38:23,843 [softly] Yeah. 823 00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,117 It's okay. You can be relieved. 824 00:38:26,638 --> 00:38:27,688 I'm not. 825 00:38:28,932 --> 00:38:30,141 It's complicated. 826 00:38:30,225 --> 00:38:33,645 I know it's heavy for where we are right now. 827 00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:37,865 I'm wherever you are. 828 00:38:45,406 --> 00:38:48,416 [Grey] It's all but guaranteed you'll be tempted to give up. 829 00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:50,328 Hey. 830 00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:52,421 Are you ready? 831 00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:55,132 Okay. 832 00:38:55,959 --> 00:38:58,753 -[sighs] -I mean, it's incredible. 833 00:38:58,837 --> 00:38:59,887 What is it? 834 00:39:01,339 --> 00:39:02,389 A dog? 835 00:39:02,390 --> 00:39:05,634 -You are sweating so hard right now. -I really don't wanna get this wrong. 836 00:39:05,635 --> 00:39:08,304 -It's a raccoon. -I almost guessed raccoon! 837 00:39:08,388 --> 00:39:09,889 You are such a liar. 838 00:39:09,973 --> 00:39:13,943 I also almost guessed squirrel and rat, but raccoon was definitely on the list. 839 00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:15,728 You were right. 840 00:39:15,812 --> 00:39:18,815 I should have never signed up to make costumes. 841 00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:20,149 [Lincoln chuckles] 842 00:39:20,775 --> 00:39:23,736 -I'm sorry it didn't work out. -It's okay. 843 00:39:24,279 --> 00:39:28,700 I found this amazing seamstress named Nancy, and she is going to help me out. 844 00:39:28,783 --> 00:39:29,993 -That's great. -Yeah. 845 00:39:30,076 --> 00:39:32,537 -And now you don't have to sew all night. -Mm-hmm. 846 00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:33,997 You get to hang out with me. 847 00:39:34,750 --> 00:39:37,708 Are you sure it's not a possum? 848 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,543 Are you serious? I told you what it is. Stop guessing. 849 00:39:39,544 --> 00:39:42,134 [Grey] But the reward comes when you push through, 850 00:39:42,171 --> 00:39:44,883 when you work hard and stay the course. 851 00:39:44,966 --> 00:39:47,677 -[Wright sighs] How'd he go down? -He's amped. 852 00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:51,097 Hopefully, he falls asleep before midnight. 853 00:39:51,180 --> 00:39:52,682 I'm sorry. 854 00:39:52,683 --> 00:39:55,309 I knew I shouldn't do my T. rex impression before bed, 855 00:39:55,310 --> 00:39:57,395 but I really wanted to seal the deal. 856 00:39:57,478 --> 00:39:58,528 Well, it worked. 857 00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:01,333 He asked if my friend could play after school tomorrow. 858 00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:06,029 I have to reschedule a free flap, but, yeah, I can play. 859 00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:07,162 All right. 860 00:40:09,115 --> 00:40:11,659 [sighs] Sorry our day got derailed. 861 00:40:11,743 --> 00:40:12,952 Are you kidding? 862 00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:17,624 I got to spend the whole day with you. 863 00:40:18,166 --> 00:40:19,334 It was perfect. 864 00:40:20,752 --> 00:40:22,086 [Shepherd] Mmm. 865 00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:32,305 [Grey] If you fall off track, hopefully, you can find your way back. 866 00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:33,890 Come to teach me square knots? 867 00:40:37,310 --> 00:40:38,394 I'm sorry. 868 00:40:38,478 --> 00:40:39,896 I should have backed off. 869 00:40:39,979 --> 00:40:41,029 You embarrassed me. 870 00:40:41,898 --> 00:40:44,734 Warren called me out for favoring you. 871 00:40:45,485 --> 00:40:46,611 Is he right? 872 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:50,281 [smacks lips] I don't know. [chuckles] 873 00:40:51,157 --> 00:40:53,660 -That's not an answer. -It's the truth. 874 00:40:54,452 --> 00:40:59,791 Listen, you're great at your job, but I also wanna help you in your career. 875 00:40:59,792 --> 00:41:01,625 Probably more than any other resident. 876 00:41:01,626 --> 00:41:03,627 I don't want you to treat me any different. 877 00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:04,836 It goes both ways, right? 878 00:41:04,837 --> 00:41:07,172 Would you have argued with me in the OR if we weren't together? 879 00:41:07,173 --> 00:41:09,549 Arguing is not the same as preferential treatment. 880 00:41:09,550 --> 00:41:11,530 No, arguing is preferential treatment. 881 00:41:11,531 --> 00:41:13,303 You're a second-year resident. 882 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,680 If we weren't in a relationship, 883 00:41:14,681 --> 00:41:17,091 you wouldn't be important enough to argue with. 884 00:41:17,350 --> 00:41:18,610 [? somber music playing] 885 00:41:20,103 --> 00:41:21,521 Okay, I-I'm� [sighs] 886 00:41:22,522 --> 00:41:23,572 That's not� 887 00:41:24,941 --> 00:41:26,943 I'm sorry, okay? I'm� 888 00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:30,765 This is what I was afraid of. 889 00:41:32,073 --> 00:41:33,123 [sighs] 890 00:41:33,658 --> 00:41:35,785 This was never gonna work, was it? 891 00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:39,455 I really wanted it to. 892 00:41:41,958 --> 00:41:43,008 Me too. 893 00:41:45,987 --> 00:41:51,049 [Grey] But sometimes, all you can do is cut your losses 894 00:41:51,050 --> 00:41:52,593 and hope everything works out. 895 00:41:53,553 --> 00:41:54,721 [? music fades] 896 00:41:54,771 --> 00:41:59,321 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0